I feel that my heart just exploded. 

I let my mom check what I've wrote and she like, didn't understand a thing. She had a lot of comments which were irritants to my ears. I shouted, told her what part did she didn't understand? Like I've explained stuff there and all shit why can't she understand?

She kept on telling how bad it was I ended up getting the paper and crumpling it. I went to youtube, played 2NE1's new song Falling in Love and put it on replay while I decided to delete every single word I've written and write something new. 

Poof. 

I printed it out and she said that this new essay was better. And she can understand now. 

I don't fucking know how to feel. I wrote it out of frustration and not using my heart! The first one was from my heart and this was out of frustration... and she liked it moar? SURE. 

Well. 

It honestly scares me on how I'll rage in the future. 

If I am already training. 

...

Well probably mom caught the wrong timing. Like, I was playing that time. LMAOOOOO. Yea. That. 

Motivate!

You know the moment when you try to make plans in your head, like you feel all fired up inside your heart? That is a great feeling. Although sooner or later, you'll suddenly feel that you are lost somewhere and all your motivations are starting to drop down, that transition sucks. 

I don't know why that sort of thing exist. Why does people's vibes change and that the fiery feels fades away? Can it not be like when you feel it, it will stay forever? Looks like everything just fades at some point.

The challenge enters. How will you sustain the idea, the desire, the dream! Capitalize H-O-W. 

I hope I can realize it sooner.

Waxing

Tips on waxing your underarms

Waxing can be tricky. Even if you have done it several times you might still be confused.
Here are some things I've learned from waxing.

1. Wax after taking a bath. The skin naturally has microorganisms therefore any break in the skin after waxing won't be contaminated if you clean it first. 
2. You can place powder on your underarms before applying wax to lessen the pain.
3. The amount of wax you put in your underarm must not be too thin or too thick. 
4. Most wax packaging comes with a wooden stick (i.e. popsicle stick) which serves as an applicator. Instead of using it, grab a spoon and use the back of it to get the desired amount of wax. It worked better for me since the spoon is wider plus you'll have a good grip when applying. 
5. If you applied the wax downwards, pull the waxing strip upwards or vice versa. 

I started using hot wax for my underarms. I used the brand Epilin. It's packaging makes it starter friendly and the price is reasonable as well. I switched to cold wax, a honey based wax, afterwards since the hot wax took more effort than the latter. The good thing about hot wax is that it opens up pores so even small hairs has a bigger tendency to be pulled off.

Give waxing at home a try. Doing it yourself is convenient since time is in your hands plus you have the comfort of doing it at home.

Happy waxing!