I feel that my heart just exploded. 

I let my mom check what I've wrote and she like, didn't understand a thing. She had a lot of comments which were irritants to my ears. I shouted, told her what part did she didn't understand? Like I've explained stuff there and all shit why can't she understand?

She kept on telling how bad it was I ended up getting the paper and crumpling it. I went to youtube, played 2NE1's new song Falling in Love and put it on replay while I decided to delete every single word I've written and write something new. 

Poof. 

I printed it out and she said that this new essay was better. And she can understand now. 

I don't fucking know how to feel. I wrote it out of frustration and not using my heart! The first one was from my heart and this was out of frustration... and she liked it moar? SURE. 

Well. 

It honestly scares me on how I'll rage in the future. 

If I am already training. 

...

Well probably mom caught the wrong timing. Like, I was playing that time. LMAOOOOO. Yea. That.